I was watching an old interview with Manson in prison where he was singing. It was more rare footage. I have to say. He is charismatic, enigmatic, energetic, articulate, intelligent, creative, artistic. He possesses just about every quality that captivates me. There is this way he drew me in even watching him on the TV screen. Hell, I was enjoying watching him how fucked up is that? He is supposed to be a villain. A devil. Evil incarnate….
I can see how a girl of 19 could have been easy prey for him. Not even 5 minutes into the interview I was so engaged and taken by his charm I had almost forgotten that he was responsible for the murderous rampage of the Sharon Tate and her unborn baby. Which made me shudder.
But then I ponder….. just as sociopaths find their prey in a crowd, seeking out the weak ones. Maybe the inverse is true. Maybe prey seemingly seek out their predators……albeit unconsciously.
It would explain so much of why I’ve ended up with the men I’ve been with in my lifetime.
Nothing happens by chance, especially not when it happens repeatedly. That is why it is called a pattern of behavior. It is no coincidence.